Be Kind 🕊

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My mind filled with evil thoughts,some days I don’t know if I want to live or die.. I rock and hold myself, back and forth,back and forth as I cry. The pain is unbearable and the love don’t seem real, I run away from my problems, but that’s no way to heal. Heal from what, heal from who.. it’s hard to let go even after you see the truth. The thought of detachment seems impossible,but in reality anything is possible. The betrayal never comes from enemies or ones you barely know,it’s comes from those you love and don’t want to let go. The power of forgiveness is not just for you but for both, forgiving and letting go shows your growth.. and when I say let go,let go of the mistake,why not the person, because everyone makes mistakes. In the heat of the moment we all want to release pain,even if it’s words spoken out of spite and vain. It comes from hurt and sorrow, not realizing the consequences that follows tomorrow. Be open to forgive even if it takes time,you never know the regret or thoughts going through another mind. Majority of the time it’s not for you or towards you,but once the mind is triggered,the shit come out on you. Sometimes sorry doesn’t fix things and is not good enough,but when your head fucked up you really don’t give a fuck. Take your time,have your space, there’s always a reason for the connection,some you’ll never find again that can’t be replaced. Embrace the change and comfort of your own space, even when it’s hard,take it day by day. Remember to be kind because you never know what someone is going through. Be a gentle soul, and love the way you would want someone to love you🕊

-ashB