ASPIRATION

aspiration: a hope or ambition of achieving something.

I’m working on being the woman I aspire to be. I’m making mistakes, starting over, taking risks while trying to figure it out. I refuse to give up, I’m learning, growing, evolving, so I know my time is near. I want to better, happier, healthier, the best version of me. I’m not HER, the HER I want to be yet.

PERSONAL EXPERIENCE: I had to take a step back and get “me” together. I was all over the place, couldn’t focus, starting and stopping, being inconsistent, feeling drained. I had to take a step back, “wait a minute, hold on, girl get yourself together”.

When I start feeling that way, I disappear, I back up from others because I don’t want that energy to rub off on others. Also, I learned it’s ok to be ok, it’s ok to take a break,or even start over. It’s all molding me into the “SHE” I want to become. I just want to be a better and happier version of myself. No, I'm not sad or feeling depressed, it's like I'm at a point point in my life. I'm happy and proud of myself for how far I came, not giving up when things seem impossible, and literally giving it my all, but also feel like I'm not doing enough, like I need to do more, work harder. Weird, I know. I'm so excited for the woman I aspire to be.