Ashley’s 2AM THOUGHTS💭💭

Push through everything that you feel is holding you back or down. I learned that I was the “person/thing” that was stopping me. I was procrastinating on the “right time to come”, the “perfect moment”, & honestly there’s never a right moment to start. Just start, that’s the hardest part. I remind myself everyday “I have to make it happen, I have to keep going”. Stay strong even when your mind and body is not aligned. Don’t get stuck in the unsuccessful tries . Don’t get stuck feeling like you’re not doing enough or like you’re behind. Everything happens at the perfect timing. When the time is right,when it’s your time,things are going to be even better than you imagined.

It’s been so many times I just laid down,not knowing what’s next, not knowing if I’m making the right decision mentally or financially. I had to P.U.S.H through many times to keep from giving up, to keep going. I’m actually happy I did because those baby steps and seeing how far I came, is what makes me smile. I look back at those moments like,that’s what got me here, those moments are the ones I remember the most. I look back and just imagine, what if I would’ve stopped there? What if I would’ve threw the towel in and gave up on my vision. So it’s the small things that makes a big difference to me.

The process isn’t always easy, it’s not always cute, but there are many beautiful moments that I cherish and look back on that push me even harder. I’m not nowhere near where I want to be, but I’m not stuck wondering. I always think about what’s next? How can I do better? I’m always willing to learn something new to be better and do better.