Love or LUST: Me or Her 💔

Kiss me, stick this bitch in your mouth, show me you miss daddy. She bent down and slowly kissed his dick. She swirled her tongue around his dick from the tip to his balls. Licking all around and massaging his balls before stuffing them in her mouth “awww” he let out.. caressing his dick, back and forth,”sllurrrppppp” spit on the tip of the dick,suck it off then she swallow the dick, deep throat, sloppy, spit everywhere! She sucking and sucking, 2 hand twist circular motion. He’s grabbing her head, fucking her face.. “cccckkkk ccckkk, mmmmm,mmm” she’s moaning and sucking.eyes watery, spit everywhere. He cums in her mouth and all over her face. He’s steady releasing all over her, she’s loving it anything to satisfy her man.. she kisses the tip and let it sit in her mouth , baby kisses, tender touch.. He’s calm and relaxed .. pussy wet, she’s plying with her pussy, rubbing her titties while he watch.. “u like what u see” “hell yea I can’t wait to taste that pusssy”.. she stuck her finger in her pusssy& pull it out.. full of juices she sucks her fingers “slurrrrppppsss” and then stick them in his mouth.he climb on top and rub his fingers on her clit.. she love it.. he’s kissing all around her pusssy, teasing her.. she could explode at any second “fuccckkk” .. he spit on the clit and play with it. Rubbing his fingers all over her and slowly kisses on her.. his tongue slowly going in and out of her.. raised her legs up and spit on her, eating her pussy, the best fucking head ever.. she loving how it feel “fuckkkk hmmm” she barely holding it and trying to fight the urge of cumming ! 2 fingers in her pusssy, spitting and tongue licking over her clit, “oohhhh babyyy babyyy fuckk hmmm” she squirted all over .. he was eating her pusssy and finger fucking her so good “awwwww”! He flipped her over, doggy style, slow grinding, she loved it every time he go she make her pusssy bite .. he loved when she did that, but He couldn’t control it and was about to nut, She turned around and put it in her mouth and suck his nut out while playing with her pusssy! She just wanted to satisfy her man in every way and plus she loved sucking his dick, so she enjoyed the pleasure of sucking him until he cum in her and on her!

Next morning, rolled over to realize he’s gone. Gone back home to his woman, his wife. I enjoy the time and our fantasy. I’m loving on him calling him mines to be left alone and wait for him to make time! My man, I do all this and he’s not my man, but when we kissing and fucking, he’s telling me he love me. Love or lust, I say it both !

He came back later that night.

I can’t keep doing this shit, it’s like my mind playing mind games. He keep saying we’ll be together soon, but soon is not coming soon enough! He keep saying he’s leaving, but he haven’t left her yet! I keep telling myself if I be patient with him, I’m due time, but that’s all it is ! Time after time, months passed, now a year & he still haven’t left yet. & when I tell him how I’m feeling he only say, “you knew what I had going on”, yes I knew and you did too, but it didn’t stop you from telling me “we was gone be together “.. “you know what, fuck you and go be with her, I’m tired of this sneaking and hiding and Shìt” SMACK ‼️ before I could finish, he hit me in my mouth, he’s angry, his first time hitting me! I just laid there, face thumping, feelings hurt, having mixed emotions.

He don’t want to leave her, but don’t want to leave me alone either..

“Look baby, I’m sorry. She’s my wife, she been there for me. I am in love with her. The way she love me, I can’t get it from nowhere else, I can’t & im not leaving her. But you the way you make me feel, I get to experience different shit, but I’m not in love with you. I’m sorry”

There she laid feeling used, hurt, she wanted revenge ‼️

Phone rings* he didn’t answer, number kept calling. She snatched the phone, lock in the bathroom.

“Baby, wya”, the voice said.

“Who TF is this”, “ummm”, phone hangs up.

Now she feel even worse because it wasn’t his wife, but another bitch. Going through his phone, she sees he haven’t been honest with her, because there’s plenty of “her” he is dealing with !! & he been lying the entire time about his wife.”This nigga” she thought.

“So everything is nothing but lies, you love me it’s only me & you leaving her”, tears fell.

“Look I don’t owe you no explanation “, he said with a smirk.

Grabbing his shit to go while smiling, thinking it’s funny.

Her head filled with mixed emotions, hurt, being used,giving her all time after time & men abusing her love. She blacked out.

She walked into the other room and came back a few seconds later.

POP 💥

She shot herself. Falling on the bed,he’s in shock.. Trying to stop the blood, he’s scrambling.. he grabbed his shit and ran out the door.. left her there for DEAD ‼️

He pulled up at home, took a shower, in shocked and climbed in bed with his wife. He held her right, squeezing her close to him, kissed her forehead. “I love you. I never want to lose you”.

His wife rolled over,kissed him “I love you babe”. She held him and prayed over him while he slept. She knew the shit he do,so she just watched him sleep, holding him all night.

THE NEXT DAY

He thought about everything he been doing, from the lying, cheating,all the bitches,& the thought of losing his family, he wanted to change & do better.

“These females take shit to the extreme and do too much, I’m done with that shit”,he told his bro.

“mane fuck these hoes, it’s just some pussy”, they laughed and joked around.

He’s acting as if nothing happened last night. He didn’t care, he didn’t even go back to check on shawty, whether she was alive or dead. PURE EVIL! NO FEELINGS. In his mind, it’s just a piece of pusssy.

3 MONTHS LATER

He’s been doing good, he haven’t been fucking around & treating his woman like a queen, running his money up. Like everything been great for him, his family, his life.

*phone rings*

UNKNOWN NUMBER

“Hello”

“Imma kill you” BEEP!

Phone hangs up, he’s not tripping, he happy she’s alive, but not fucking with her nomore.

4 HOURS LATER..

He makes it home, wife sitting at the table crying and upset.

“Whassup with you”

“WTF is this”, shows messages of him and another woman.

“idk what you’re talking about”

She had sent all they messages, pictures, & videos.

5 mins later, glass shattered, bullets flying through the house.

“Baeeee”, she screams. She’s hit multiple times. Bleeding all over, he can’t stop it. He’s calling 911, yelling for help. “I’m sorry,I love you, I love you”, he crying, trying to keep her woke. “I forgive y—“, she died in his arms. “Nooo, babyyy”, sobbing all over her.

The police,paramedics came rushing in the door.

“Sir get back”, they’re trying to revive her, but nothing, she GONE!

The baby is crying, he forgot all about the baby. He grabbed him and just held him, crying, in disbelief.

He shut down, couldn’t believe he is planning a funeral for his wife. He never felt this type of hurt and pain, but he had to fight through for his son who is now growing up without his mom. Never in his life he thought of buring her, is this his karma. He couldn’t understand.

“God, whyyyy, not her, not her”, he’s in tears losing it, everyone was afraid to touch him, they felt his hurt, like hurt HURT 😢

4 DAYS LATER

She’s so beautiful, her pretty skin, she’s absolutely gorgeous. His last time seeing her, in a casket, it didn’t sit right with him. The drugs not working, just his son, their son, who doesn’t know his mother is never coming back.

“So beautiful,so precious, so sweet, we have a baby, im so sorry baby”, he crying staring at her breathless body. She was his everything,despite all the bullshit.

*PHONE BEEPS*

message- it hurt doesn’t it. How does it feel to lose the love of your life, the closest thing to you,your last conversation is her telling you you hurt her. It don’t feel good do it ?📱

TO BE CONTINUED….

-ash Butler 🤍