Holding Him Down 🔓

Holding him down is not an easy task, you have to hold it down and keep it real when he ask. Phone calls, cash-apps, lonely nights, time lapse.📳 Stay loyal, be genuine, keep your legs closed up, don't be alright and let the next man fuck you up. Hold him down, but lift his spirit up. From pictures to letters, keep the money flowing doing whatever. Commissary deposits, keep the bills paid, and put your heart in your pocket. The man gone trip, argue, and do the most, but let him talk his shit, and go with the flow. It's you and him, him and you, certain shit keep to yourself, people don't need to know.🤞Get on your knees, and pray for him everyday, for his safety, strength, and peace to make it through the day. 🙏 Taking care the kids loving and nurturing them, they constantly asking questions, sad missing him, all I can say is mama sorry, they daddy was taken away from them. 😞 Keep it real, Never lie! It's hard, it hurt, I just break down and cry. Holding him down? It's fucked up, people ask questions, but barely come around. Family? Friends? Do they really care? It's fake love when you down. Turn that frown around, say fuck it, and move around. Real love, true happiness, new growth, new peace, more memories to come, bigger bag, you'll see. He in jail, you holding him down, thoughts roaming in your head and you questioning why you sticking around. When he was home, he played games, ran the streets, barely home. But you can't turn your back on him while he locked up and down. But the real question is, if it was the other way around, would he hold you down ! 💭💭💭

-Ash B.